Ecclesiastes 3:1-15, A Time for Everything

There is an appointed time for everything......
A time to give birth, a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to uproot what is planted.
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to tear down, and a time to build up.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance.
A time to throw stones, and a time to gather stones;
A time to embrace, and a time to shun embracing.
A time to search, and a time to give up lost;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away.
A time to love, and a time to hate;
A time for war, and a time for peace.

不想长大！

小时候，很希望自己能快高长大。
长大了，却希望自己永远是小孩。
这就是“人”！
还记得，我小时候，看到大人驾车时，我是多么的希望我也能像他们一样。
现在，长大了，学会驾车了，却很怀念小时候被“载”的感觉！
算是一生中最幸福的事吧？
现在，必须被当成是“司机”看待！
乘客说要去“那里”就必须开车把他们送到“那里”去。
小时候，去哪里都不用自己亲自整理行李，机票也不必操心。
长大了，要出门都觉得懒惰！
因为要收拾行李，要想该带什么，自己顶机票，等等。。。
小时候，张大嘴巴就有的吃！
长大了，要吃东西都须经过三思。
因为是自己想吃，所以就必须自己煮。
真的很不想长大！
长大后，有很多东西须自己去思考！
很多东西须自己去动手。

Not a day for me!

How should I express out for today?
I want shout!
I want scream!
I need release all out!
今天如果小姑不告诉我这一切，我永远都被蒙在鼓里。
知道整件事情过后，我对我自己说，我永远都不会跟你相认！
很伤心！
很难过！
Just now, after you guys tell me about it.
I really don't know what should I say anymore.
Cause I'm the one who is not updated right now.
I really feel sad right now.
How I wish that I can stop the time and you guys will not let me know anything.
But I can't!
I hate myself!
Haix!
Can't control my heartbeat for tonight!
What's the matter going on?
Hate hate hate!!!

为什么？

为什么？
这到底是为什么？
已经没有去了。
就不应该再为这件事情感到伤心才对！
可是为什么一旦Ms Connie发简讯给我时，我还是很伤心、很难过呢？
这次我真的是越陷越深了！
怎么办啊！！！
选择不去的人是我！
选择在家里伤心的人也是我！
不要再想了！

Welcome back!!! ^_^

Back to my blog!
It's been quite a long time I didn't write anything in here.
Well, for these 3 weeks holidays, I think it is time for me to do my countdown.
Next month I will be going to Penang for my Diploma studies already!
Now my feeling is like, sad and moody.
But this is a kind of road which everyone needs to go through.
Although sad and moody but I can't express it out and let all the people around me to worry about me.
Friends are all leaving 1 by 1.
Same goes to me!
Need do packing and many more.
Wednesday night, I had my Farewell Dinner with my relatives.
I had so much fun with them.
Well, I don't know how to continue on.
Just stop right here and continue tomorrow.
Bye ~ ~ ~

女生正确生活方式

~~女生应知道的正确生活方式~~
1.在乾淨的床上裸睡。
2. 生理期不吃巧克力，因為會加重痛經。
3. 養成記錄生理週期的習慣。
4. 透過運動而非調整型內衣來塑造曲線。
5. 不翹二郎腿，以免壓迫神經。
6. 貼身衣物不干洗。
7. 拉風的丁字褲不適宜日常穿著。
8. 去年的衣服要進行曝曬後才可以穿。
9. 如非必要，不使用衛生護墊。
10. 定期檢查化妝品的保質期。
11. 洗浴後一小時再化妝。
12. 即使愛美，也不要在耳朵上部的外緣軟骨部位穿耳洞。
13. 了解自己的家庭病史，特別是母親和外婆的病史。

~~關於飲食~~
1. 在牛奶和豆漿之間，選擇後者。
2. 覺得還可以再吃半碗飯時，離開餐桌。
3. 如果身體不感到飢渴，每天只需飲用4杯水。
4. 多喝酸奶。
5. 無論什麼原因，都別抽煙。
6. 在食譜裡添加雜糧和菜蔬。
7. 飲綠茶勝過紅茶。
8. 重視早餐多過晚餐。
9. 控制鹽的用量。
10. 起床後先刷牙，再喝水。
11. 經常嚼口香糖。
12. 一早一晚，兩個蘋果可以有效改善便秘。
13. 純素食可能導致荷爾蒙分泌異常，造成不孕。
14. 每周至少吃一次魚。
15.遠離可樂等碳酸飲料。
16. 不喝久煮的火鍋湯。
17. 沒有果汁牛奶這回事，它們是天生的冤家。
18. 飯前吃水果勝過飯後。
19. 睡前可以來一杯紅葡萄酒。
20. 喝咖啡可能引起女性骨質疏松。

~~關於運動~~
1. 多享受早晨8－9點的陽光。
2. 跑步、騎腳踏車等運動可以保持優美的腿部線條。
3. 熱水泡腳可有效預防靜脈曲張。
4. 精神極度疲倦時並不適宜以運動減壓，休息更重要。
5. 冬季少做戶外運動。
6. 10層以下，不乘坐電梯。
7. 每三個月改變一次你的健身選單。
8. 每天運動半小時，而非週末運動3小時。
9. 邊看電視邊做柔軟體操。
10. 經常散步。
11. 午休也是健身的好時間，不一定非等到晚上。
12. 光腳穿運動鞋固然舒服，卻對健康不利。
13. 睡半硬的床鋪更有利於頸椎健康。
14. 去正規的醫院而非美容院接受按摩。
15. 非運動狀態下不喝功能性飲料。
16. 運動後休息半小時再入浴。
17. 不在過吵的健身房中鍛鍊。
18. 正確的姿勢比專程去健身更有效。

Smile =)

Today because of the long beans, it makes me smile whole day.
I cook for lunch this afternoon.
Long beans and vegetables with oyster sauce.
At first cook long beans.
While I was cooking, one of the long bean jump out.
And I was laughing all the way when I was cooking.
Grandma says : "Girl, are you crazy? Long bean jump out only. Do you need to laugh all the way you cook?"
But I really can't control myself.
I was laughing and laughing.
Oh my goodness.
Now I just know that I didn't laugh till so happy since the time mummy passed away till now.
These few nights having not enough sleep.
My eyes now is so painful.
Close my eyes pain.
Open my eyes also pain.
=.=
Help me!!!

Damn It!!!

Who do you think you are?
What do you think I am?
What the hell that you guys treat me like that?
I'm not your slave OK?
Damn you!!!
I'm not the person for you to order anything and I go buy.
You want to eat then please go buy for yourselves!
Know that I don't like to go out.
But still insists want me to buy all the food for your dinner?
Excuse me, I'm really not your slave.
Bare it in your mind!
Shit you!

Accept the fact!

Well, title for my blogging today!
I hate it.
But what can I do for the most?
I can only be silence and stay in my room.
Nothing much more I want to say about it.
Even now my personal data.
I hate to fill in all my details.
How I wish that I'm not born.
But can I make any changes?
HaizZz
If it is a YES, then I will not be blogging at here right now.
Sad me.
I hate myself much much.

Can't drink cold water anymore!!!

Damn it.
What's wrong with me?
Can't drink cold water anymore!
Shit!
I want cold water.
Due to after drinking will cough non-stop everytime, I can't drink cold water anymore.
HaizZz...
Why treating me like this?
Weather now is hot also.
And no more something to cool me down except air conditioner.

Phone need to be check every night???

What's the matter right now?
Phone need to be spot-check too?
Damn it!
Just because incident happened from Aunty Jessie's son.
Story starts like that......
Aunty Jessie always complaint to daddy that his son always sms.
One day, she talk to her son.
She just found out that her son pakto.
What the ~ ~ ~
Quarrel somemore.
The weird thing is......
Why the girl's mother is so open-minded?
Every sunday fetch her daughter's boyfriend then go out together.
Cool ~ ~ ~
But daddy, it doesn't mean that it will be same to all the teenager OK?
Her son pakto why you also think that we everyday sms also pakto wor?
Does this means that no more privacy for me?
虽然说我没有做什么亏心事。。。
但是，我也需要有自己的空间了。。。
But I think what I'm saying right now is useless.
Cause this kind of spot-check is going on anyway.
HaizZz
I hate this.

算了。。。算了。。。无言。。。

Daddy brought himself a new phone =(
I want a new phone too!
Seriously!
But decided not to change cause of someone.
Damn it!!!
LAPTOP NO!
New HANDPHONE NO TOO!
Asking myself to cool down.
I'm sure I can cool down!
Definitely I can cool down!
Telling myself that new HANDPHONE is nothing too.
Just make myself to have a phone that can let me messaging and calling is enough already.
I can get a new LAPTOP & HANDPHONE for myself 1 day.
I'm very sure that I can do it.
Just wait and see.
In someday, you will see that I've my own LAPTOP & HANDPHONE!
Buy it by myself and not using daddy's money.
That time don't you dare to say that daddy is 偏心!!!
Didn't change anything is just because of you!!!
Damn it!!!

01 June will be going to Penang and have a look in my new school.
Should I be happy about it?
I'm not sure.
The only things that I'm sure is that I'm sad cause for the few more more weeks I'm leaving.
And I'm sure is going to have homesick.
The air ticket for this time is not worth at all.
But what to do?
The time after they inform me the air ticket is already RM400++.
Thought that it will be much cheaper in someday so didn't bought it in earlier.
Now my air ticket is RM500++.
What the f***!!!
Damn expensive!!!
Can I don't go and have a look of my new school???
I think the answer is very clear that it is a NO from daddy.
Cause he say by the time I really go for study he will not be able to go with me anymore.
It schooling day after all.
Urrgh......
Promise myself again!
I'M NOT GOING TO BUY AN AIR TICKET IN SUCH AN EXPENSIVE PRICE ANYMORE!!!
NOT WORTH AT ALL!!!

I think so ~ ~ ~

I'm asking myself: "Have I did a right decision?"
Actually it is definitely a YES, but when you telling me about getting my hair go colour.
I think again: "Have I make a right decision?"
This time I was saying: "I think so to myself."
Oh my godness!!!
Don't tell me anymore things which is on fashion!!!
Seriously!!!
I've chosen my route to continue.
I want to become a NURSE!
A successful NURSE which can help those sick and suffering patient.
Ask again: "Why you choose to be nurse as your profession?"
Actually what I can say was I've made this decision since I was in Form 4.
It doesn't change until now.
And I can say that this decision mostly also being affected by Mummy actually.
Mummy was the one who make me realize that in this world there are thousands and millions of people who are suffering from many kind of sickness.
For more, nurse nowadays getting less and less.
No one willing to go for this job just because need to take care patient or other reason???
Still remember that when I was accompany Mummy go General Hospital, the service is running in a slow motion way.
Duhh, due to not enough nurses, can say that a nurse need to handle at least more than 5 patients???
Other reason for me to going for this path also being affected by RC!!!
Joining RC for more than 7 years since Primary till Secondary.
Woots ~ ~ ~
Don't know why I can stay so long time in it.
Really need to salute to myself!!! (ehek...jkjk...)
From what I'm learning in RC usually I did apply it into my daily life.
But what I knew that is in my future, the casualty that I'm going to see will not have just a small minor injury.
Maybe will have whole body covering with blood or the casualty will have broken arms and legs???
Well, I'm ready for all this challenges.

By the way, daddy is telling me that I'm going to take their scholarship.

Good thing for me???

Hope so!!!

Cause I still need bonding with them for 5 more years.

After that, I want to upgrade myself again.

I want to go further and further.

♥ Happy Teacher's Day! 教师节快乐！♥

Happy Teacher's Day!!!

Hahaha!!!

Time pass so fast...

This year Teacher's Day, and also it was first time bought something really special for Ms Connie...

But this gift was given to her very early...

It's during Fun Day Camp...

For the some sort of things that make me feel so shy >.<

Just wanted to say Ms Connie, thank you for everything...

Thanks for bringing me home when I have no transport...

Thanks for teaching me many things...

Thanks for the Secret Recipe cake... [if you still remember it...XD]

Thanks for willing to be my listener...

Thanks for every every everything...

Most important thanks for your caring and being with me in the time I needed most...

Thank you very much...

To all teachers, make yourselves have a nice weekend in celebrating Teacher's Day...

Once again, Happy Teacher's Day!!! ♥♥♥

HaizZz...

不知什么时候开始。。。
自己进 Advisor Team 里。。。
告诉爸爸时，他似乎有点不开心。。。
可是却没有一起好好坐下来谈过。。。
有时，他很赞成我去每一个 activity。。。
不会反对些什么。。。
有时，他却说我常去 RC 多过待在家里了。。。
真的很不懂他在想什么了。。。
刚才，春梅问我要不要去 Sarikei VRN。。。
知道爸爸一定会不高兴所以就跟她说我的原因。。。
就连我的 Award 也不要 apply 了。。。
放弃这一切或许家里就不会有那么多问题了。。。
虽然，没有人想说，但我都知道的。。。
在家里，根本没有人会赞成中学毕业后再回去帮这么多的。。。
给那些不懂一切的人，他们肯定觉得说这叫多管闲事。。。
为了不让他们对爸爸这样说，我只好去少一点了。。。

~ 真心话 ~
其实，我很想去 Sarikei VRN 了。。。
其实，我很想要 apply award 了。。。
不过，做人有时要看情况而走的。。。
要学会知足。。。
我必须明白这一切的一切。。。

有时，我怀疑为什么我自己从来不会对家里人发大脾气。。。
只懂得把所有的一切都写进部落格里。。。
要不就向朋友埋怨这一切。。。
我到底会摆一个臭脸色给家里人的吗?

难乎？易乎？ 不难，也不易！[转载]

（ 一 ）

    难！真的难！
    做人难，难做人！人生在世，难字当头！谁说做人不难？
    做男人难，男人要刚强，男人要有事业，男人要有一个坚强的臂膀提供一个舒适温暖的港湾，好男儿要志在四方，男人，还要有泪不轻弹……
    做女人难，做一个好女人难，做一个优秀的好女人更难！女人要温柔，女人要美丽，女人也缺少不了智慧，女人要奉献，女人还要不能迷失自己……

    创业难，创业岂是儿戏！你要办企业，你要丢掉你舒适的工作环境和旱劳保收，你要冒多大的风险？资金，生产，技术，销售，人员，管理……一分钱压到英雄汉， 资金周转不过来怎么办？技术不过关，技术人员留不住怎么办？销售打不开局面怎么办？销售人员跳槽带走客户怎么办？市场瞬息万变，天有不测风云，破产怎么 办？怎是一个难字了得！
    ……

（ 二 ）

    谁说都是难？谁说那么难？做人难么？做事难么？创业难么？——事在人为！活人会让尿憋死？
    世上事没有做不到，只有想不到！人定可以胜天！心有多高，世界就有多大。我修身，我齐家，我可平天下！
    不想当将军的士兵不是好士兵，有哪个将军是天生下来就是的？王侯将相，宁有种乎？燕雀安知我鸿浩之志？
    我想行，我就一定能行！有志者，我事必成！给我一个支点，我能把地球支起！是啊，现在不是流行励志么，不是说人人都能成功么？

    人家才大老粗，企业搞得这么大，难道我大学生不如他？我有技术有知识，我不行？我很年轻有志气，我不能？我懂行我善交际，我不能成功？我一定能成功，我肯定能比他们成功，他们肯定不是我的对手，我要成为业内第一，我的企业一定不会浑浑噩噩……创业么，容易！
   ……

（ 三 ）

    那么，真那么难么？——不难，没有想象的那么难；或者，真那么易么？——不易，也没有想象的那么易；所谓的“不难，也不易”。

    对于到处都是一个难字的人来说，对于难字当头的人来说，很多的难，其实，是自己难倒了自己！是畏难情绪，未战之前，自己把自己给打倒了！那么，这世上，岂有不难之事！

    一个未上学之前，就被灌输，就已认为学习是一件很难的事的孩子，他的学习，自然是难的；因为他首先失去了自信，因为他不相信自己，因而他遇到困难时，总是在找借口，而不是找方法，他的学习注定是难的！

    一个想创业的人，如果他创业之前，认为这个世界是黑暗的，看不到光明，那他首先就迈不开这第一步，即使勉强迈了步，遇到困难，肯定想的是退却和逃避，他就 不会有积极的心态，就不能坚持，就不能忍耐，就承受不了挫折，就像是，秀才造反，三年不成！那么他的创业，在开始之先，就注定了失败，他的难，是注定的！
    真正的学习，真正的创业，没有你想象的那么难，那么多的不可能。

    当然，任何事，也不会像我们，想象的那么易。任何事，真正做好它，都不容易。这世上，没有天上掉下的馅儿饼，有得到，就有付出，有选择，就有承担。我们往 往容易看到别人的成功，而忽视这成功后隐藏的机遇、付出和酸甜苦辣。而且，不是所有的士兵都当得了将军，也不能人人都成得了大英雄，很多时候，人定，但胜 不了天；很多时候，谋事在人，成事却在天。

    难乎？易乎？不难，也不易。
    因为不难，我们在战略上要藐视敌人；因为不易，我们在战术上要重视敌人。
    因为不难，我们就要解放思想；因为不易，我们就要谨慎行事。
    因为不难，我们要相信自己；因为不易，我们要尊重客观规律。
    因为，不难，也不易，我们就有了一份自信，有了一份从容，我们便有了一个良好的心态……

No more scholarship for me?! Really?!

Don't be too freaking out when you saw the title of the post.
This is what daddy say it to me just now.
I'm so sad.
But I've to accept the fact.
It is because I need 2 guarantor for letting me to get the scholaship.
And this 2 guarantor all need to have a nett salary of RM3000.
Well, it is hard to find actually.
Because at 1st daddy thought that my cousin who is teacher will have the salary of RM3000.
But in last, it wasn't have this kind of salary.
So now although have 1 guarantor for me it still need 1 more.
If really can't find 2 guarantor then daddy is going to pay all the fees.
I need to accept this fact if it is really happen.
But I still hope that I can get the scholarship.
If there is going to have miracles coming out.

Driver are SUCKS Nowadays!

Nowadays the driver are SUCKS!
I didn't mean for all the driver but SOME OF THE DRIVER.
Do you know that you are SUCKS?
If you want to drive in the land beside you, PLEASE use signal!
Don't just suddenly drive into the land!
If the others driver can't respond in fast, then there will be accident!
And you will make TRAFFIC JAM along the road!
SUCKS you guys! WTF!
Even those with UNIFORM workers!
You guys are wearing UNIFORM and yet you guys didn't use SIGNAL!
What a SHAME!

心很痛！很难受！

现在的心突然很痛!!!

有很多东西要去想!!!

但并不是我想要的!!!

我也不想要这样的!!!

请不要再给我压力!!!

请你不要一直逼我!!!

请你给我一点空间!!!

请你给我空间呼吸!!!

请你给我空间思考!!!

请你给我空间做事!!!

Tears falling down.

First of all, Happy Mother's Day to all Mom in the world.
You all are the greatest Mom.
This year having a different Mother's Day.
I MISS MUMMY!
I miss the time we've been through.
Mummy, I've many things wanted to tell you.
But where should I start?
I've received scholarship for Nursing.
Continue my study in Penang.
Will follow your plan after my Diploma.
Now when we have holiday, daddy always bring us out.
Don't know will you be happy to listen it or not.
But I think you will agree with what Daddy had done all these while.
He bring us go KL on this year CNY.
He knew that you did promise wanted to bring us go.
You did say want to bring us to many place.
Daddy now is trying to fullfilled all your dreams all these while.
1 bad habits for Daddy is back.
He is smoking again.
Bro is doing well with his Form 1 school life.
Sis is ok.
Lastly, Mummy, Happy Mother's Day!
I MISS U!
I LOVE U!
Tears falling again.

矛盾的我！

发现自己变矛盾了！
真不知该如何怎样了。
昨天，槟城的学院打电话通知我被录取了。
当时，觉得很开心。
因为被录取了，也可以继续念书了。
不须要一直待在家里无所事事。
昨天，接完电话过后，我就想要通知很多很多人。
Ms Connie 竟然是第一个知道的！
哈哈！
我很开心！
因为她竟然会是第一个知道的！
到了晚上，当我上网时，春梅问道我是不是有好消息。
我一时不知该如何应回她，所以就应了一句“HUH？”
在想，为什么她这样问道了。。。
过后，她再次问我是不是有什么好消息要告诉她。
我就告诉她我被录取了，槟城收我了。
哈哈！
她就告诉我说，她很开心我被录取。
同时，她也伤心因为我去念书过后RC也少了一个人帮忙。
因为Catherine也要去念书了。
春梅说完过后，我的心突然伤心了起来。
真的真的很伤心。
为什么了?
好难过啊！
也不知道该如何应回她才好。
好舍不得这里的一切啊！

舍不得家人，老师，RC以及这里的朋友！

多两个月就要开始不一样的生活了！
我现在真的是要把这里的一切包袱都放下！
要不然，到了另一个地方我还必须用一段很长的时间来把心情调理好！
昨晚，我遵守了自己对Pn Hii的诺言。
告诉了她我被录取。
很希望一切将会很快的过去。

Form 6? =.=

T A H N I A H !


Anda Ditawarkan Untuk Mengikuti Pengajian Ke Tingkatan 6 Bawah

Berikut Adalah Maklumat Tawaran

No Kad Pengenalan:: 920320-13-XXXX

Angka Giliran:: SK225AXXX

Nama:: XXXXX XXX XXX XXXXX

Sekolah Asal:: YFB1201 - SMK KUCHING HIGH, KUCHING

Jurusan:: KEMANUSIAAN

Sekolah Ditawarkan:: YFB1204 - SMK ST THOMAS, KUCHING

Tarikh Mendaftar:: 10 Mei 2010

Well, this is what I check on today. The website is http://apps.emoe.gov.my/form6/semakan2010/index.cfm. Oh my goodness, Form 6! I didn't even have a thought for getting into Form 6. I'm just thinking of going for Diploma in Nursing and that's all. No further thinking in Form 6 at all. Many people say Form 6 is hard to go for. So all will be going to Local University and College. Hmmm, next Moday I will not be going for Form 6 and that's all. No further opinion from anyone. Cool~ Yeah!

Camp 2 Days 1 Night

On 1st of May, went to camp with Michelle, Catherine an Victor. And it was the first time for me to drive till so far and daddy wasn't even worry about it. Woots! Thanks Daddy, for trusting me in driving so far and not even worry. =) Morning 3.30am wake up and get ready to have my bath and brush my teeth. 4am call my sister to wake up. After that, still need bring Penny and Wen Ling. Around 4.45am, arrived at school and CM was there already. She was earlier than me! Haha! Not all committee arrived at school before 5am. Some of the members was so early that they already at school. On 5am, I drive my car go fetch Michelle then went back to school again. 1 important things I didn't eat breakfast that time. Die! Haha! Gastric come find me in the early morning. Cool~ That time Catherine wasn't with us yet. So we call her up. She was still at home that time and CM was asking whether Catherine want to have fight with her or not. Haha! Laugh til die! Then Catherine say she can't buy corn for our BBQ! Later we saw Josephine bring a plastic of corn and CM was saying why members can buy it and Catherine can't find any. Haha! Around 5.50am, start our journey! First, we go to Satok to buy prawn. 1kg of prawn cost us RM14.00. After that, 6am we start driving up to Santubong. Along the way to Santubong, me, Michelle and Victor talk many things. Then 6.30am sharp, arrive and Pusat Kokurikulum Santubong. My car was stuck at outside cause of the bus block the small road for me to drive in. So I waited for almost 15 minutes. Later, I receive messages from CM. After 15 minutes, finally my car can drive in. At the hall, Miss Connie try to call me. But Digi line doesn't support up there so I didn't know that she call me. Digi doesn't follow me to Pusat Kokurikulum Santubong =.= Later Victor was telling me Miss Connie call up. So I went to up hill there and listen this phone call. Whole morning, their activities was being delayed cause of the BBQ set which is big can't get into the bus. Noon time, I was the first time to see all the obstacles cause for the last 2 years I wasn't involve in any obstacles judges. Sad me =( But this time I know all the route in the jungle and it was fun. I like it (in the nature). Evening we had BBQ. Haha. But until 8pm suddenly had a big big rain and that time was Treasure Hunt. So bad that it had to be canceled cause there is no electricity in the hall. And most scary things is that there were bees inside the hall. And the members was screaming when the bees approached them. Really don't know how to say them. Until 11pm something, finally CM say she find a good place for us to bath and sleep. Woots! Haha! At first, I thought it was far but who knows it was just so near. Sweat! =.= Haha! Then some of the committees follow us go up too as they also didn't bath for whole day. After I had my bath, CM was saying Ms Connie haven't sleep. So she call her up but I listen the phone cause she want to have her bath. Then talk to Ms Connie =.= After hang up the phone, I was so tired so sleep at last.
Next day, early morning 4am, I heard someone open the door and drive off. Haha! It was CM! Continue have my sleep. After 1 hour, CM came back switch on the lights to call us wake up. But after that, continue sleep til 6am! Wake up! Members had their breakfast already and prepare for Morning Drill. But who knows rain again. So committee asked them went back to hall. Sitting down doing nothing. This cancel that cancel. Untill Ms Connie meet all of the Program committee, finally have station game again. 12noon, OMG! I was scared this time. Cause of the Teacher's Day things. Speechless on that time. Got many things wanted to say to Ms Connie but don't know why I didn't have the courage to say it out. *shy* Skip this part! Going on with Closing Ceremony! During closing ceremony, ex-leaders and Form 5 were discussing about the [Noob Family]. Haha! Laugh til die! So many people in this family. Furthermore, we have 2 advisor! Sweat! Think that's all for it. When going back, CM's car was first, I'm second and Ms Connie be third. And I was driving slow and careful. Lolx! Don't dare to go over those car. Be the slow one to arrive school. After few more minutes, Ms Connie arrive too. OMG! I was damn slow! I admit! zzZzz That's all! Haha! Last camp go with you all! Don't know whether I will be back on year end or not! *sob sob*

惊讶！+ Stuck in Making Decision!

今天回去学校。看见 Pn Hii！
表面上是说不想看见老师，可是心里却是想知道每一个现在过得好不好。
看见了 Pn Hii ，发现她老了许多。
跟去年比起来真的是差很远了。
到了办公室，看见许多的老师。
突然之间，感到很惊讶。
心里在问到：“为什么每一个老师都那么的憔悴了？”
尤其是看见 Ms Connie 时，她不只憔悴了。
突然发现，她的白发也多了许多。
Haiz！
今天回去的原因是因为要帮忙 check Annual Report 。
过后，就载 Freda 回家。
一路上，聊了许多东西。
还说到学校里的老师们呢！
她也发现最近的老师憔悴了许多。
还说到她的 mummy 。
她也说 mummy 最近老了很多。
可是不知道是为什么了。
真不敢想三年后回来看他们，他们会变成怎样了！
不过，不管怎样，还是那一句话 “一定要天天开心以及身体健康！”

Continue with another story.
Now! I'm stuck in making decision on going to which college!
Can I scold bad word first?
Shit! Damn it!
Now, continue.
I went for 2 interview.
One is KL Sime Darby Healthcare which is a self pay college.
Another one is Penang Adventist Hospital which is getting scholarship.
Problems come after those interview.
I was stuck in the middle of this 2 college.
First, Penang which is getting scholarship.
Dad ask me put open scholarship.
It simply means that if Penang Adventist Hospital don't sponsor me then I open for all the hospital in Penang to sponsor me.
But until now I'm still in the waiting list.
It is going to be May soon. Or should I say after 2 more days will be May?
I need to make a decision out by May on which college I would want to go.
But now in waiting list, what can I do?
HaizZz...
Hope I will get their call in this few days.
As for KL Sime Darby Healthcare, it is self pay.
So after I confirm to go into this college I need to pay the deposit of RM450.00.
But now stuck!
Penang didn't call up. So I can't simply enroll myself into KL.
How if Penang call me up in early of June and tell me that I got the scholarship?
And that time I already out my deposit in KL.
HaizZz...
It was a difficult decision.
Please give me some advice!
Really really need advice from all of you who saw this post.

A型双鱼座 ( 2月19日～3月20日 )

性格及气质
A型双鱼座的你，性 格上的特征是善解人意，心地仁慈，具有服务人群的精神。你只要看到别人有困难，必定会伸出手援助，即使因此爱到牵连，也绝不后悔，具有"人溺己溺，人饥己 饥"胸怀的你，愿意用自己的心去温暖大地，照顾弱者。这种伟大的情操，来自你的守护星海王星的影响，再加上A型本身具有服务精神，使你表现的风范，更让人 倾慕心仪。你的胸襟如同大海一般宽广，但也令人难以捉摸，而对你产生莫测高深的感觉。事实上，你除了给人善良、慈悲的印象之外，还有十足的神秘气氛。因为 你十分独特的想法，很让人摸不着边际，即使别人如何努力探索你的想法，还是无法理解。这是你仁慈的外表下，所隐藏的一面。你的感情起伏非常激烈，喜、怒、哀、乐的表现也明显。你感情细腻，待人之真诚，是其他星座的 人所不及的，然而这样的人也最容易受到伤害。因为在你付出真情之前，很少考虑到对方值不值得付出，值不值得同情。所以，你一旦发现自己热爱的对象，是个无 情无义的负心人，那么你所受的伤害及打击不是言语所能形容的了。你的另一个特征，就是"灵与肉"、"神圣与不洁"的双重性。一方面崇拜灵魂的圣洁，对崇高的事物容易感动，一方面又渴望"肉"的行动，对低俗的 事物也能有所感动，一心倾慕圣人的风范，一心又眩惑于小人所灌的迷汤，并且经常努力地把君子及小人放在同样的水平上来加以理解。由于这种双重性，使你的性 格愈发复杂，但是，基本上你仍然期待着平实的生活方式。因此，在现实的生活中，你不会沉迷在梦幻般的想象中。换言之，虽你虽有温柔的外表，但仍然隐藏了无 法当机立断的内向性格。如同沙漠中的绿洲，令人在精神上感到安定的你，也常遭遇到被人利用，发觉时已来不及的局面。但是，无论在什么状况下，你都不会感到 绝望，应付环境的能力超人一等。虽然承认各种事物都具有双重性，但身处其中，你却能运用丰富的想像力使它们连接起来，可说是既轻松又极自在。

忠告：做回你自己，必要时应拿出勇气及决心来。

爱与性的倾向
你的爱情，正如你性格上所显示，是一种如大海一般深不可测的爱情。你就像不知人间丑陋的天使一样，但也隐藏着可迷惑人生的恶魔特征。你在青纯的 灵魂与污秽的情欲之间徘徊着，而在不知不觉中，把身心都献给对方，属于亲身去体验对方悲伤及喜悦的人。尽管如此，你却绝不是一个玩世不恭的人。你的爱永远 是被动又认真的，在对方明白地表达对你的情意之前，你会把你思慕之情埋藏在心底，默默地有等待下去。A型双鱼座的你多半缺乏反抗四周环境的能力，以及勇敢向四周障碍挑战的勇气。因此，你一旦面临困境，柔弱的一面就随之出现，继而放弃了爱情的努 力。此外，你又因为具有不愿伤害别人的心理，所以无法抗拒对方的引诱及追求。因此，你必须特别注意，过分为别人着想，可能使你罗曼史不断，但最后却可能一 无所有。总之，与生俱来便能吸引异性的你，只要认请爱的真伪，适时表达感情，要掳获对方的感情，可说是易如反掌。你对爱及性的需求，就如同人对水及空气的需求一般，两者都是关系密切，缺少了哪一样都不能生存下去。只有在精神的欢愉与肉体的满足都兼得时，你 才感觉到爱的喜悦。因此，A型双鱼座的你，爱情犹如一首灵与肉的交响曲。敏锐的感受性也直接关系到性爱的愉悦，白天你是一位纯洁的天使，但当夜幕低垂，昏 黄的烛光及柔美的音乐衬托的气氛下，你和所爱的人便会尽情地享受爱的喜悦及性的刺激，全心全意追求性爱的最高境界，这是无法从白天有节制、冷静的你想像而 来的。然而，一向能自我控制的你，在达到爱的最高境界之后，往往会不知不觉中沉溺于性爱的浪潮中。虽然，你明知这是一条自我毁灭之路，但因你生性容易陶 醉，以致深隐其中，而无法自拔。因此，为了将来不致痛苦一生，在恋爱之初，你一定要客观地考虑清楚，免得日后陷的太深，受尽痛苦的折磨。

忠告：如果无法接受对方，则应在感情没深入之前向对方说明白。

婚姻及家庭
热情十足又易陷入各种爱情型态的你，在婚姻的历程上走得十分辛苦，可能会经历一连串没有结果的爱情，因而饱尝失恋的痛苦。你一旦找到情投意合的 对象结婚之后，就会全力以赴去做一个理想的丈夫或妻子，悲伤也好，欢乐也好，都希望能跟另一半分担，为搏得对方的喜爱及建立一个美满的家庭，无论任何事 情，你都会尽最大的努力。于是你不但饱尝了新婚燕尔的甜蜜，也会为了家庭而奉献自己。年轻时只有爱情，在一时冲动下的婚姻，大都不会有美满的结果。你应明 了一点，即家庭不仅是让人休息的场所，更是考验人性的地方，只有感情没有理智的婚姻，会使你很快便对理想及现实之间感到失望。但是，你经常怀抱着理想及乐 观的态度，并不因此而消沉，反而会把这些痛苦的经历视为一种充实自己的经验。因此，你最好不要急着结婚，才可能有美满的婚姻。总而言之，你最好在恋爱和婚 姻之间划清界限，否则一旦受到对方感情的牵制，过着没有主见的婚姻生活，必然会带来许多痛苦。因此，对此型的你来说，最好是多跟异性交往，待培养出识人的 眼光之后，再谈婚姻也不迟。如果你想在年轻时便建立家庭，则采取相亲的方式较为可靠。此型的女性，会是个善于处理家务的能干妻子，同时是孩子们心灵依靠的温柔母亲。刚结婚时，你对每天做三餐和各种家务的生活感到无趣，一心想做个 内外兼顾的职业妇女，但事实上，你仍缺乏积极的行动，结果还是只能呆在家里做个贤妻良母。而此型的男性，则喜欢妻子留在家里，把家里整理得有条有理，一尘 不染，照顾得很好，并一回家就能看见妻子亲切可爱的笑容，那才是最令他们满足的家庭生活。在性生活方面，你经常保持新鲜、快乐的心情，可是当另一半不象以前那么爱你，甚至背叛了你，你可能就会到外面寻求刺激企图刺激对方，最后弄得妻 离子散，家庭破裂，十分凄惨。而另一半如果能以诚相待，你的婚姻则会十分幸福、平静。

忠告：切莫因对方背叛了你就丧失理智，应先找出问题的病结所在，才不致毁了家庭幸福。

事业及成功
你如果想在社会中获得满足，最好的方法就是从事于可以充分发挥海王星所赋予的韵律感及美感的职业。而且，A型双鱼座的你，充满了梦幻情思，具有 不计得失，服务人民的博爱精神。如果能将你的天赋发挥出来，则不难成为自成一家的艺术家。此型的你，适合的工作有画家、小说家、诗人、音乐家、歌唱家、 等；此外，主导流行的职业，例如，美容师、服装设计师、模特儿等，也很适合你；若是具有敏锐的反应以及丰富的灵感，则当算命师或心理学者也极适合你。但是，在现实的激流中，你常身不由己地被冲离了原定方向，造成了变化多端的人生。如果你想顺利地循着原定路线前进，你的立足点稳定与否相当重 要，故应及早立定方向，寻找适合的工作，才能尽情发挥其专长，倾注全力去发展你的职业。如果你拥有自己喜爱的工作，在任何环境下都能有杰出的表现，而你为 理想奋斗的决心，相当令人钦佩，值得效仿。

忠告：成功的关键就是认定目标，奋勇向前。

金钱及财运
A型双鱼座的你，并没有得天独厚的好财运，加上你本身也缺乏赚钱的能力，因此发大财的机会可说是屈指可数。在日常生活中，你又喜欢抢着付钱，还 经常出自同情心而掏腰包救济别人的事情，以致金钱上经常感到匮乏，经济状况不是挺好。才能及直觉能力是你致富的秘诀。如果说你在经济上有所转机，大都得自 艺术活动的成就，由赞助者或欣赏者的热烈支持，使你的声望如日中天，身价扶摇直上，因而带来了良好的财运。你若是想要获得好财运，就必须让大家肯定你的才 华和风格，这是成功与否的关键所在。然而，你容易把自己关在梦幻的象牙塔中，陶醉在自我的天地里，这种与世隔绝的孤立作风，无疑是与财运背离。如果你想在人际关系上保持圆满的互相 关系，跟他人交流使你自己的魅力成为财运的桥梁，就必须活跃在社会上，把自己的才华发挥得淋漓尽致，让大家对你有深刻的认识。

忠告：不为金钱所束缚虽好，但切勿只顾别人，而忽略了自己。

寂寞？

今天在学校呆了一整天。要说无聊又不是！要说好玩也不是！可是，“寂寞”的心情却出现了！不知为何这“寂寞”的心情在那时候出现了。该怎么说才好呢？我自己也不知道！只是，在那时就觉得自己很寂寞！晚上，跟三位小姐在MSN里聊天！四个人都很轻松自在的把内心里想说的话都说出来了。一点都不用怕！哈哈！好喜欢这一种感觉！加油吧，三位！

1 Day of Duty & 4 Days of Working Days! @.@

Last week, I'm had my duty and working days at a Souvenirs Shop which is at Tun Abdul Razak Hall. This work is so exciting and fun. Actually I hope that I can have more time to work at there but Uncle says that: "Aunt Jessie is coming back on last Sunday." So I can't stay for long. But I was still happy that I can have the time to learn of how working is like.

Duty MSSS - 12 April 2010
Hmmm, today go Duty MSSS. But it is just only the rehearsal. In this rehearsal, many things to talk about. Like, many mistake still going on. Don't want comment too much on this.

First Day - 13 April 2010 (Tuesday)
Today Daddy use his school bus and I drive my MyVi to the place that I work. So in this morning I wake up very early. And this is an unusual things that I've done for so many months of holidays since I finish my SPM. Even though I need wake up early, I also need an alarm or daddy to wake me up. But for today, I set my biological alarm to 7am everyday. After I'm at the working place, I started to work. Before start working, first I sweep the floor then mop the floor. After that, I just sit at there and waiting for customer to come in and have a look in all the souvenirs and hoping that they would buy the souvenirs back to the country. In this day, nothing special happened actually. Just that, I met many many people which is came from different country. This is quite a good experience for me. Cause when they came in, they are not just only buy souvenirs but they are so curious about our history. And also, they did tell me many many things about their country too. And guess what, they like the weather in Kuching.

Second Day - 14 April 2010 (Wednesday)
Today still the same. After at the shop, first thing that should be done is sweep the floor and mop it. Today what can I say about it. There are no customer at all in the whole morning. Nothing to do is quite a boring things. Luckily I did bring story books to read. Afternoon, is a busy time for me. When there are customer then it is just like bees. What a boring and busy day!

Third Day - 15 April 2010 (Thursday)
Same things need to do. sweep and mop the floor. Morning no customer. Afternoon damn shit. So many customer. Make me feel so tired.

Fourth Day -16 April 2010 (Friday)
Today last day for me to work in here. Kinda sad for it. But what can I say! Hmmm, this day, saw a naughty boy in the shop. Making me so frustrating. But I can't get angry with him too. As his mom did buy many souvenirs. So whatever and whenever he do, I need follow him tightly.

Well, that's all for my story. And it can be say as a late story. ^^

Sushi King Bonanza (RM 2)

Last night, I had Sushi King Bonanza (RM2) with Miss Connie, CM, Catherine, Michelle and Victor. Haha. We ate so many sushi. It's quite fun for me. Because I haven't try for this kind of things at all. It is quite a good memory for me before I leave for study. After we had our Sushi at Hills Shopping Mall. We went for a walk one round in Hills Shopping Mall. Haha. at Ogawa Shop, it was a funny memory for me. Because there is the machine that help to keep us fit. When the salesman and salesgirl ask us whether we want to have a try? Then Victor just say: "Neh, ask CM to have a try." Haha. Laugh till die. After walking a round in Hills Shopping Mall then we go back. Then, bring CM go take her car. After that, go Hui Li's house take MBO Cinema Card. Then go to CM's house. But after a long decide, we decided to go to teacher's house. It was quite a funny decision. Cause we don't know where can we go as our time is limit. Because I need to be at home before 10pm. But last night I didn't back at 10pm too. Luckily I did persuade sister to wait. Haha. Lucky me. Yeah~~~

发现自己的妒忌心很重！

我该怎么办！我发现自己的妒忌心很重！为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么当你不来找我时，我心里就产生了妒忌？妒忌你现在和他人在一起！感觉很不好受！有时，我也觉得自己有过分的自私在于你！我想要你每时每刻都想着我！每时每刻都必须与我聊天！我该怎样改掉我的妒忌与自私？谁可以告诉我？

真的很不懂！

真的很不懂你！明明是自己错在先，为什么却把样样事情都责怪在他人的身上？有时，我恨不得想离开这个痛苦的地方！但是，回头想想，我并不是最痛苦的那一位！所以，我根本就没有资格说要离开！有时，我很想要狠狠的把你给骂一顿！可是，骂了你会听吗？之前，妈妈在世时，你也是这样！东西是自己的却不要收起来！妈妈帮你收了，你一句“谢谢”也没有！反而，当你要用到的时候，你就大声的喊我们！还把全部人给臭骂了一顿！你就是这样！永远都是你对，我们永远都是错的！今天，同样的毛病你又再次的发作了！钮扣找部到就直接骂了婆婆一顿！问也不问！拜托你一下！婆婆好心把你的钮扣放在桌子上面，是你自己把桌子弄得乱七八糟也不整理所以才找不到的！不要骂婆婆！你那一句“明知道我的桌上很乱！为什么还要放在我的桌上？”每个人听了都会觉得伤心的好不好！我们是你的家人啊！不是你的佣人了！你不要动不动就骂我们！吃完饭，盘子你不洗我们帮你洗！喝完水，杯子你不洗我们也帮你洗！家里的家务你都不要做，我们也帮你做了！你可不可以对我们好一点？我们的要求不是很过分吧？都不知道我们全部人是不是上辈子欠了你的！在这一生，都要受到这种的痛苦！弟弟和我其实都很不爽你！你的态度实在是令人觉得很讨厌！爸爸讲你几句，你就说他不疼爱你，只疼爱我跟弟弟！但是，你有没有想过，你要手机爸爸就说：“好！我买给你！”。他连反抗都没有了！我跟弟弟也睁一只眼，闭一只眼了！当作什么事情都没有发生！婆婆每次关心你，问道：“功课作完了没？”。你就说她很烦！她是你的长辈啊！请你尊重她！

Can't breathe in a normal way these few days?

It's not quite fun to having the breathing problem. Too much things being put on me. Can't breathe! Push too fast heartbeat will go fast too. Even night time will have insomnia or should i say even worse will have scary nightmare? What the hell is going on with me? Haiz... Stop right now! I need force myself to go for sleep!

Changing of perspectives?!

I was just thinking of what is it going to be like if a guy can change his perspectives of mind? For example, doing the job which is usually done by ladies like Nurses, Teachers and etc. If all this jobs, guys also manage to do it then will all the ladies going to become jobless? I think the answer will be a YES! Definitely will! Actually this kind of thoughts have been in my mind for quite a few days already. That day when I went for Sime Darby Helathcare Seminar the guy was just saying this. And it makes me feel that he is right actually. If a guy is willing to become a Nurse in 1 day then ladies is going to stay at home! There will be no more job for ladies in this world. But will all the guys change their perspectives of thinking? This was what I was wandering for these few days. Hope that I will have an answer very soon.

请不要伤害那些外表开心的人！

刚刚念了一篇文章让我觉得很有意思，所以想把他写在这里让大家念一念！

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会。玩人多的时候，他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的时候，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当深夜人静的时候，他也不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴，没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：“其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能承受的痛苦！”他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们不能承受一个人时的折磨！他们只想简简单单、快快了了的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会令他们难过好久，他们真的真的好介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人当作幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心流泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接着就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说：“没关系，我可以做的很好的。”他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落慢慢由伤口越裂越大。他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受诱惑，请不要轻易伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请给予他（她）哪怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。。。如果你的身边有这么一个人！请不要伤害他（她）们！因为他们并不坚强。。。。。。

当我看完了这篇文章，我很感动。我的生活内心里就如同这篇文章一样！快乐的背面里，总是那么无助。。。所以，请不要伤害那些外表开心的人！

Tired @.@

I'm so tired! This morning wake up very early! Cause going for interview. Today went for 2 places. City University College of Science & Technology and Sime Darby Healthcare! For City University College, overall I think is ok only. Not much to say about it. For Sime Darby Healthcare, after fill in the form and all that talk they gave us. Daddy was asking how about just go there. So I just say, it's ok for me. Later he say again, or maybe we decide after going Adventist College of Nursing & KPJ College interview. Haha. So I say, ok for me again. Hehe! I just don't know how to make decision. Later on the road back to home, daddy ask, girl, how about your laptop. I just say, if buy a new one sure will be change when come home. I never get a chance to use on new things usually. So he say, now you need use it for your studies so I will buy for you. I didn't answer anything to him for that moment. Noon time back home, grandma say she wanted to go aunt's house gambling. So I bring her go. Come back bring my brother go cut his hair. But before that, he want me to bring him go for KFC! So my pocket money for this month is going to finish soon. Lol. Just started the month of April and my money already wanna finish??? How can it be? Looks like I need to save money from now on. Today anything happy event going on? Hmmm... Let me think! Umm, brother did say when I graduate he will ask daddy but a Winnie the Pooh for me which is wearing the square academic cap. Hahaha! I'm going to like it very much! Waiting for that time to come!

Thank You Guys!

Yesterday was my Chinese Birthday! Actually I didn't realize about it until last night I chat with Miss Connie then I just check for it! At first, I thought Michelle wants to play April Fool game with me! As you know, friends sometimes will be playful too! Haha! But this was real! So we have our dinner at Chef at Home at Hui Sing Lorong 5. I had Spagetti and it was really quite full for me! Later on, have a birthday cake. I was just "Wow!". And guess what, now is my turn to take the candles out from the cake. After I take it out my face was full with icing! Haha! I love my birthday present very much! All my present is a cartoon of Winnie The Pooh! Thank you very much! Hahaha! I really have a wonderful 18th Birthday with you all! Umm, I maybe can't so fast upload photo of my birthday present. So you guys need wait patiently! Haha! Once again, thank you! Muacks!

Recevie a letter!

11.15am, I went out to receive a letter from Postman. And there is a letter which indicate with my name on it. It is from City University College of Science & Technology. And I was so curious about it. Because I didn't even apply for this college. So I open the envelope and see the info inside the letter. Tittle for the letter was Tawaran Temuduga Diploma Kejururawatan & Diploma Teknologi Makmal Perubatan. And guess what! The interview is on this coming Sunday at DBKU! Damn it! This Sunday definately will be a very busy day for me! There is so many things need to be prepare! Urrgh! I hate it! The one for yesterday I haven't really think carefully about it. Today come again for another letter!

Am I ready for it?!

Just open my mailbox.

And guess what...........

I get an reply from Adventist College of Nursing.

At first, I just ask myself: "Am I ready?"

And I can't find an answer for it.

Is it that I've a very long holiday and make me become lazy?

Oh gosh!

19 April need go for interview.

Have I prepare all my things?

[Ans: YES!]

Who is going with me for this interview?

I hope Daddy can go with me.

But that day is MONDAY!

GG then!

Now I've to list down all the questions that I want to ask!

I hope after I list all the questions down I will have an answer on whether I'm ready for it or not!

Nursing was the one I wanted these while.

Why I choose Nursing?

There's someone became a big influence in the course that I'd choose.

That's Mummy!

When she was sick that time, I really hope that I can help as much as I could!

But I can't do anything much to help her!

As I can only help her in taking medicine for her.

So I promise myself that I'm going to take this course and help all the sick and suffering.

No matter they are in what races!

It's quite sad if you're losing your family members!

I knew the feeling of it.

感觉？！

看了这张图片你有什么感觉？

这张图片给我一个很自在的感觉！

一点烦恼都没有！

多么希望每一个人在他们的一天里都能一点烦恼都没有！

那该多好啊！
前两天，想了很多东西！

让我感到这世上的人很多都是为自己着想多过为别人着想！

不知为何我会有这个想法了。。。

或许曾经在我身上发生过吧！

不管是在家人或朋友里。。。

都让我有这种感觉了！

Earth Hour 2010 (27th March 2010)

Today was the LAST SATURDAY of March!

Once again, Earth Hour is being held on today. I switch off my lights too. Television and computer off. Even handphone also off. As these things produces light so I switch it off. Well, the main purpose of this Earth Hour is to turn off the non-essential lights for ONE HOUR to raise awareness towaards the need to take action on CLIMATE CHANGE!

So have you guys done your part for it?

If not, please remember that NEXT YEAR you should do so.

SUPPORT EARTH HOUR!

SAVE OUR EARTH!

Which one to go on?!

Which one should I choose???

Adventist College of Nursing???

Sime Darby Healthcare???

Or

KPJ College???

Kinda confuse!!!

Confuse?!?

Well, today my life's goes on. I'm quite confuse actually. Why should we confuse in so many things? In fact, I've already decided that I wanted to take NURSING but after that dad ask me "So you decide to study at where?". I was just "Huh?! Study at where?". Oh my godness, I was just like wanted to raise up WHITE FLAG and say "I surrender!". But I can't! So, studying at where was my second challenge right now. Here what I have right now.

1. Study at Kuching.

(Will dad allow? Ans: Lolx... Definately NO!")

1st reason: I will not be able to concentrate in here.

2nd reason: At Kuching, hardly can find Twinning Programme.

2. Study at KL - Sime Darby Healthcare.

(Am I willing to go there and get my Diploma?" Dad was hoping I can go somewhere else study!)

1st reason: I can concentrate on my studies without any people bothering at me.

2nd reason: Sime Darby Healthcare was established long time ago.

3. Study at Singapore.

(I didn't think about it at all.)

1st reason: Their certificates can apply job in overseas more easier. Malaysia crtificates was just ummm.....

So I was confused till now. Quite funny! Hahaha! Everyone laugh! Lolx... =.=""" Dad wants me to have my Diploma first before sending me overseas to get a Degrees. After that, wants me become a Lecturer by giving Nursing talk instead of staying at Hospital and work for my whole life. But for me, I prefer to serve all the patients that needs help instead of giving talk. Although both are important but, for me, saving a person's life comes first. ^_^ Well, ends for now. Bye! Good night! Have a sweet dream!

I CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU

I CAN'T

UNDERSTAND

YOU

Well, these few days something is bothering in my mind.

After I have a long thinking for it.

I realize that I was just not being understanding in you at all.

Or should I say as you are the one can't understand me?

It's quite sad for me when this is bothering me.

I try to turn all the things from wrong to right.

But it was too late for me to do so.

Your path and my path of road is not going to be the same anymore.

We both will go into another route of life.

Maybe after sometimes I hope you can understand in me.

I'm not trying not to talk to you.

Just that I have no topic to talk to you at all when we are together.

Maybe next time when we meet each other probably we can just say "Hi!"

Or probably more than that. I hope so.

If you think that that's the way you want to do for it.

Fine, just go ahead and do what you want right now.

Your route and life is yours. Not mine.

I've no right to say anything on you.

But please just remember we were once together before.

Laugh, cry, telling jokes and etc.

You did come into my life and make it become interesting.

I appreciate it very much. Friend, just enough till here.

I can't understand you for now.

I hope that I have more time to mend our problems.

Please remember that you are still my friends no matter what happen.

Sad =(

Life is boring?!

Is it real that life is boring? I wonder... Duhh... Make myself thinking till headache is just such a stupid things that I'm doing... Life isn't that boring! True or not? When I have nothing to do, first thing I think of is my hand is itchy. Cause I want to type something... Make myself become busy and not thinking of stupid things? Lol... When someone ask me out, I don't like at all... I prefer staying at home than going out and play... I prefer quite instead of noisy places... Sometimes I try to match up with you guys... Going out shopping, sing K and etc... But that wasn't what I want at all... For me staying at home is the things that I like the most... Maybe you think that I'm an ALIEN... Duhh, who doesn't like shopping? Who doesn't like going out? Answer is ME! I'm the one... Lol...

Happy 1st Anniversary! =P

大黄，Happy 1st Anniversary! =P

I Love You!

Happy 18th Birthday =)

Happy 18th birthday!!!

Happy birthday to me!

Well, this year birthday 20/03/2010. I turn to be 18. Oh my godness, 18 years already! And I just realize that time pass very fast although everyday we all keep mumble saying that "Time is just so slow.". Lolx... For me, 18 years just pass through like that. Everyone keep saying to me that I'm mature enough to do all the things that I like right now. Dad give me much freedom too. But i think it is still not the right time to give me so much freedom. Maybe I should just control myself perhaps. This year birthday nothing special going on with me. Lolx...

Morning went to cementary for Ching Ming Festival. Although it is too early for this but it seems that when we reached there many people were going for Ching Ming Festival too.Afternoon went to school for Red Crescent weekly meeting. Night time stay at home playing Facebook. After that, went to fetch my brother back from badminton training. Lolx...

Oh ya, talking about brother, this morning he just tell me something that I think is quite funny enough and he makes me smile for this whole day. He was telling me that I should buy a handbag for myself cause turn 18 already. Lolx... Brother, for me, I think got any handbag or not is not so important. Hahax...

At last, thanks to Victor, Yan Kai and Old members...

Thanks for the birthday song...

I Love You all =P

Hi!

HELLLOOOO......... WELCOME TO MY "SIMPLE LIFE" BLOG! I'VE CREATED THIS BLOG FOR MYSELF TO HAVE A MORE FRESH MEMORIES ON WHAT HAD HAPPENED DURING MY EVERYDAY LIFE. AND ALSO I WANTED TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH IN A BETTER WAY BY WRITING A BLOG! I HOPE THAT YOU ALL WILL ENJOY IN WANDERING MY BLOG! SORRY IF I'VE ANY GRAMMARTICAL MISTAKE THAT I'VE MADE! THANKS FOR YOUR COOPEARTION! =)