惊讶！+ Stuck in Making Decision!

今天回去学校。看见 Pn Hii！
表面上是说不想看见老师，可是心里却是想知道每一个现在过得好不好。
看见了 Pn Hii ，发现她老了许多。
跟去年比起来真的是差很远了。
到了办公室，看见许多的老师。
突然之间，感到很惊讶。
心里在问到：“为什么每一个老师都那么的憔悴了？”
尤其是看见 Ms Connie 时，她不只憔悴了。
突然发现，她的白发也多了许多。
Haiz！
今天回去的原因是因为要帮忙 check Annual Report 。
过后，就载 Freda 回家。
一路上，聊了许多东西。
还说到学校里的老师们呢！
她也发现最近的老师憔悴了许多。
还说到她的 mummy 。
她也说 mummy 最近老了很多。
可是不知道是为什么了。
真不敢想三年后回来看他们，他们会变成怎样了！
不过，不管怎样，还是那一句话 “一定要天天开心以及身体健康！”

Continue with another story.
Now! I'm stuck in making decision on going to which college!
Can I scold bad word first?
Shit! Damn it!
Now, continue.
I went for 2 interview.
One is KL Sime Darby Healthcare which is a self pay college.
Another one is Penang Adventist Hospital which is getting scholarship.
Problems come after those interview.
I was stuck in the middle of this 2 college.
First, Penang which is getting scholarship.
Dad ask me put open scholarship.
It simply means that if Penang Adventist Hospital don't sponsor me then I open for all the hospital in Penang to sponsor me.
But until now I'm still in the waiting list.
It is going to be May soon. Or should I say after 2 more days will be May?
I need to make a decision out by May on which college I would want to go.
But now in waiting list, what can I do?
HaizZz...
Hope I will get their call in this few days.
As for KL Sime Darby Healthcare, it is self pay.
So after I confirm to go into this college I need to pay the deposit of RM450.00.
But now stuck!
Penang didn't call up. So I can't simply enroll myself into KL.
How if Penang call me up in early of June and tell me that I got the scholarship?
And that time I already out my deposit in KL.
HaizZz...
It was a difficult decision.
Please give me some advice!
Really really need advice from all of you who saw this post.