不想长大！

小时候，很希望自己能快高长大。
长大了，却希望自己永远是小孩。
这就是“人”！
还记得，我小时候，看到大人驾车时，我是多么的希望我也能像他们一样。
现在，长大了，学会驾车了，却很怀念小时候被“载”的感觉！
算是一生中最幸福的事吧？
现在，必须被当成是“司机”看待！
乘客说要去“那里”就必须开车把他们送到“那里”去。
小时候，去哪里都不用自己亲自整理行李，机票也不必操心。
长大了，要出门都觉得懒惰！
因为要收拾行李，要想该带什么，自己顶机票，等等。。。
小时候，张大嘴巴就有的吃！
长大了，要吃东西都须经过三思。
因为是自己想吃，所以就必须自己煮。
真的很不想长大！
长大后，有很多东西须自己去思考！
很多东西须自己去动手。

Not a day for me!

How should I express out for today?
I want shout!
I want scream!
I need release all out!
今天如果小姑不告诉我这一切，我永远都被蒙在鼓里。
知道整件事情过后，我对我自己说，我永远都不会跟你相认！
很伤心！
很难过！
Just now, after you guys tell me about it.
I really don't know what should I say anymore.
Cause I'm the one who is not updated right now.
I really feel sad right now.
How I wish that I can stop the time and you guys will not let me know anything.
But I can't!
I hate myself!
Haix!
Can't control my heartbeat for tonight!
What's the matter going on?
Hate hate hate!!!

为什么？

为什么？
这到底是为什么？
已经没有去了。
就不应该再为这件事情感到伤心才对！
可是为什么一旦Ms Connie发简讯给我时，我还是很伤心、很难过呢？
这次我真的是越陷越深了！
怎么办啊！！！
选择不去的人是我！
选择在家里伤心的人也是我！
不要再想了！

Welcome back!!! ^_^

Back to my blog!
It's been quite a long time I didn't write anything in here.
Well, for these 3 weeks holidays, I think it is time for me to do my countdown.
Next month I will be going to Penang for my Diploma studies already!
Now my feeling is like, sad and moody.
But this is a kind of road which everyone needs to go through.
Although sad and moody but I can't express it out and let all the people around me to worry about me.
Friends are all leaving 1 by 1.
Same goes to me!
Need do packing and many more.
Wednesday night, I had my Farewell Dinner with my relatives.
I had so much fun with them.
Well, I don't know how to continue on.
Just stop right here and continue tomorrow.
Bye ~ ~ ~