算了。。。算了。。。无言。。。

Daddy brought himself a new phone =(
I want a new phone too!
Seriously!
But decided not to change cause of someone.
Damn it!!!
LAPTOP NO!
New HANDPHONE NO TOO!
Asking myself to cool down.
I'm sure I can cool down!
Definitely I can cool down!
Telling myself that new HANDPHONE is nothing too.
Just make myself to have a phone that can let me messaging and calling is enough already.
I can get a new LAPTOP & HANDPHONE for myself 1 day.
I'm very sure that I can do it.
Just wait and see.
In someday, you will see that I've my own LAPTOP & HANDPHONE!
Buy it by myself and not using daddy's money.
That time don't you dare to say that daddy is 偏心!!!
Didn't change anything is just because of you!!!
Damn it!!!

01 June will be going to Penang and have a look in my new school.
Should I be happy about it?
I'm not sure.
The only things that I'm sure is that I'm sad cause for the few more more weeks I'm leaving.
And I'm sure is going to have homesick.
The air ticket for this time is not worth at all.
But what to do?
The time after they inform me the air ticket is already RM400++.
Thought that it will be much cheaper in someday so didn't bought it in earlier.
Now my air ticket is RM500++.
What the f***!!!
Damn expensive!!!
Can I don't go and have a look of my new school???
I think the answer is very clear that it is a NO from daddy.
Cause he say by the time I really go for study he will not be able to go with me anymore.
It schooling day after all.
Urrgh......
Promise myself again!
I'M NOT GOING TO BUY AN AIR TICKET IN SUCH AN EXPENSIVE PRICE ANYMORE!!!
NOT WORTH AT ALL!!!