Damn It!!!

Who do you think you are?
What do you think I am?
What the hell that you guys treat me like that?
I'm not your slave OK?
Damn you!!!
I'm not the person for you to order anything and I go buy.
You want to eat then please go buy for yourselves!
Know that I don't like to go out.
But still insists want me to buy all the food for your dinner?
Excuse me, I'm really not your slave.
Bare it in your mind!
Shit you!

Accept the fact!

Well, title for my blogging today!
I hate it.
But what can I do for the most?
I can only be silence and stay in my room.
Nothing much more I want to say about it.
Even now my personal data.
I hate to fill in all my details.
How I wish that I'm not born.
But can I make any changes?
HaizZz
If it is a YES, then I will not be blogging at here right now.
Sad me.
I hate myself much much.

Can't drink cold water anymore!!!

Damn it.
What's wrong with me?
Can't drink cold water anymore!
Shit!
I want cold water.
Due to after drinking will cough non-stop everytime, I can't drink cold water anymore.
HaizZz...
Why treating me like this?
Weather now is hot also.
And no more something to cool me down except air conditioner.

Phone need to be check every night???

What's the matter right now?
Phone need to be spot-check too?
Damn it!
Just because incident happened from Aunty Jessie's son.
Story starts like that......
Aunty Jessie always complaint to daddy that his son always sms.
One day, she talk to her son.
She just found out that her son pakto.
What the ~ ~ ~
Quarrel somemore.
The weird thing is......
Why the girl's mother is so open-minded?
Every sunday fetch her daughter's boyfriend then go out together.
Cool ~ ~ ~
But daddy, it doesn't mean that it will be same to all the teenager OK?
Her son pakto why you also think that we everyday sms also pakto wor?
Does this means that no more privacy for me?
虽然说我没有做什么亏心事。。。
但是，我也需要有自己的空间了。。。
But I think what I'm saying right now is useless.
Cause this kind of spot-check is going on anyway.
HaizZz
I hate this.

算了。。。算了。。。无言。。。

Daddy brought himself a new phone =(
I want a new phone too!
Seriously!
But decided not to change cause of someone.
Damn it!!!
LAPTOP NO!
New HANDPHONE NO TOO!
Asking myself to cool down.
I'm sure I can cool down!
Definitely I can cool down!
Telling myself that new HANDPHONE is nothing too.
Just make myself to have a phone that can let me messaging and calling is enough already.
I can get a new LAPTOP & HANDPHONE for myself 1 day.
I'm very sure that I can do it.
Just wait and see.
In someday, you will see that I've my own LAPTOP & HANDPHONE!
Buy it by myself and not using daddy's money.
That time don't you dare to say that daddy is 偏心!!!
Didn't change anything is just because of you!!!
Damn it!!!

01 June will be going to Penang and have a look in my new school.
Should I be happy about it?
I'm not sure.
The only things that I'm sure is that I'm sad cause for the few more more weeks I'm leaving.
And I'm sure is going to have homesick.
The air ticket for this time is not worth at all.
But what to do?
The time after they inform me the air ticket is already RM400++.
Thought that it will be much cheaper in someday so didn't bought it in earlier.
Now my air ticket is RM500++.
What the f***!!!
Damn expensive!!!
Can I don't go and have a look of my new school???
I think the answer is very clear that it is a NO from daddy.
Cause he say by the time I really go for study he will not be able to go with me anymore.
It schooling day after all.
Urrgh......
Promise myself again!
I'M NOT GOING TO BUY AN AIR TICKET IN SUCH AN EXPENSIVE PRICE ANYMORE!!!
NOT WORTH AT ALL!!!

I think so ~ ~ ~

I'm asking myself: "Have I did a right decision?"
Actually it is definitely a YES, but when you telling me about getting my hair go colour.
I think again: "Have I make a right decision?"
This time I was saying: "I think so to myself."
Oh my godness!!!
Don't tell me anymore things which is on fashion!!!
Seriously!!!
I've chosen my route to continue.
I want to become a NURSE!
A successful NURSE which can help those sick and suffering patient.
Ask again: "Why you choose to be nurse as your profession?"
Actually what I can say was I've made this decision since I was in Form 4.
It doesn't change until now.
And I can say that this decision mostly also being affected by Mummy actually.
Mummy was the one who make me realize that in this world there are thousands and millions of people who are suffering from many kind of sickness.
For more, nurse nowadays getting less and less.
No one willing to go for this job just because need to take care patient or other reason???
Still remember that when I was accompany Mummy go General Hospital, the service is running in a slow motion way.
Duhh, due to not enough nurses, can say that a nurse need to handle at least more than 5 patients???
Other reason for me to going for this path also being affected by RC!!!
Joining RC for more than 7 years since Primary till Secondary.
Woots ~ ~ ~
Don't know why I can stay so long time in it.
Really need to salute to myself!!! (ehek...jkjk...)
From what I'm learning in RC usually I did apply it into my daily life.
But what I knew that is in my future, the casualty that I'm going to see will not have just a small minor injury.
Maybe will have whole body covering with blood or the casualty will have broken arms and legs???
Well, I'm ready for all this challenges.

By the way, daddy is telling me that I'm going to take their scholarship.

Good thing for me???

Hope so!!!

Cause I still need bonding with them for 5 more years.

After that, I want to upgrade myself again.

I want to go further and further.

♥ Happy Teacher's Day! 教师节快乐！♥

Happy Teacher's Day!!!

Hahaha!!!

Time pass so fast...

This year Teacher's Day, and also it was first time bought something really special for Ms Connie...

But this gift was given to her very early...

It's during Fun Day Camp...

For the some sort of things that make me feel so shy >.<

Just wanted to say Ms Connie, thank you for everything...

Thanks for bringing me home when I have no transport...

Thanks for teaching me many things...

Thanks for the Secret Recipe cake... [if you still remember it...XD]

Thanks for willing to be my listener...

Thanks for every every everything...

Most important thanks for your caring and being with me in the time I needed most...

Thank you very much...

To all teachers, make yourselves have a nice weekend in celebrating Teacher's Day...

Once again, Happy Teacher's Day!!! ♥♥♥